Have you ever looked back and thought about where you were 3-4 years ago? Considering how much you’ve grown and the lessons you’ve learned? Sometimes its so crazy to think about. You don’t feel any different…and yet you are no longer the same person somehow.
4 years ago, around Christmas I wanted to make a whole bunch of baked goods to gift to family and friends. I picked out a few cookie recipes and gathered all of the ingredients. On baking day, I excitedly open the oven to see my first batch come out. They had spread horribly throughout the entire pan and were burnt. Extremely unappealing and unusable as a Christmas present.
Discouraged, I continued baking my entire cookie supply. All with the same fate. I was getting more and more upset but the second. Finally, I decided I would stop trying to be fancy and would just get a bag of pre-made cookie mix. I thought “There’s no possible way I can screw this up!”
Well, folks….I was wrong. They were a disaster. It was at this point I sank to the floor of the kitchen and dramatically cried how I would be a horrible mother one day since I couldn’t make a simple batch of cookies. My poor fiancé (now husband) did his best to soothe me, but I was at a complete loss why the cookies all failed.
In my defense, we did discover that the oven I was using was a cheap gas oven. Gas ovens, while great for cooking, aren’t the best for baking unless you have a top of the line one. Gas ovens heat up by emitting a burst of heat into the oven. So for the chemistry of baking, it’s not the best combo. I’ve been learning from my mistakes ever since then!
Every bake I’ve done, I have gained more confidence and skills. There have been many many mistakes. I have experienced massive amounts of stress and tears. I sat crying in the middle of my kitchen many times wondering aloud if I was cut out for this or if I should quit.
Luckily, I’ve had an amazing support system. My husband has never doubted what I am capable of doing. Poor man has been the brunt of a many bad baking day…
Recently, I have felt how far I’ve come from that day in the small apartment kitchen.
This past week, I had the pleasure of being asked to create a mermaid cake for a good friend of mine and her daughter’s birthday party. This little girl requested a strawberry cake. I worked with my friend to find a few cake designs that I felt sure that I could achieve.
I love these projects that push me out of my comfort zone. While I have done several cakes before, I’ve actually have never done a fully frosted cake. I have also never done any sort of fondant work. I was so excited by the challenge.
The entire bake from start to finish was the smoothest bake I’ve ever worked on. Every step of the way I was reminded of an incident or two where I had failed a bake. This time around however, those mistakes helped me to perfect my baking process. And as my husband can attest, there was no stress, no tears, and more importantly no yelling at him!
I truly feel that this mermaid cake is my best work yet! Practice really does make perfect! So whatever you are struggling with: don’t give up! Keep trying, keep practicing, keep learning from your mistakes!
Homemade Strawberry Cake
(From Sally’s Baking Addiction)
Prep: 1 hour, 30 minutes
Cook Time: 25 minutes
Yield: 10-12
Ingredients
2 and 1/2 cups (263g) sifted cake flour
2 teaspoons baking powder
1/2 teaspoon baking soda
1 teaspoon salt
3/4 cup (1.5 stickers; 170g) unsalted butter, softened to room temperature
1 and 3/4 cup (350g) sugar
5 large egg whites, at room temperature
1/3 cup (75g) sour cream or plain yogurt, at room temperature
2 teaspoons pure vanilla extract
1/2 cup (120ml) whole milk, at room temperature
1/2 cup reduced strawberry purée (see note)*
Optional: 1-2 drops red or pink food coloring
Instructions:
1. Make the reduced strawberry purée and allow it to cool completely. See note. You can make it a few days ahead of time and store it covered in the refrigerator or cover and freeze for up to three months. Thaw before using in the recipe.
2. Preheat the oven to 350F. Grease and lightly flour two 9-inch cake pans.
3. Whisk the cake flour, baking powder, baking soda, and salt together. Set aside.
4. Using a handheld or stand mixer fitted with a whisk attachment, beat the butter and sugar on high speed until smooth and creamed, about 2 minutes. Scrape down the sides and up the bottom of the bowl with a rubber spatula as needed. Beat in the egg whites on high speed until combined, about 2 minutes. Then beat in the sour cream and vanilla extract. Scrape down the sides and up the bottom of the bowl as needed. With the mixer on low speed, add the dry ingredients until just incorporated. With the mixer still running on low, slowly pour in the milk *just* until combined. Do not overmix. Whisk in 1/2 cup of reduced strawberry purée, making sure there are no lumps at the bottom of the bowl. The batter will be slightly thick. Stir in food coloring, if desired.
5. Pour batter evenly into the cake pans. Bake for around 24-25 minutes or until the cakes are baked through. To test for doneness, insert a toothpick into the center of the cake. If it comes out clean, it is done. Allow the cakes to cool completely in the pans set on a wire rack. The cakes must be completely cool before frosting and assembling.
Note:
Purée 1 lb of strawberries. You should have a little over 1 cup. Stirring occasionally, simmer the purée over low-medium heat until you’re left with 1/2 cup or a little over 1/2 cup. This takes at least 25-30 minutes, but could take longer depending on your on how juicy your strawberries were. *Do not add sugar or anything to the puree or reduced puree-it’s just pure strawberries.































Once cooled, I beat in each of the egg yolks one at a time. I then took the egg whites and whisked them to stiff peaks with the whisk attachment of my new immersion blender. This was a purchase made after a snafu with a homemade mushroom soup and a blender. Let’s just say, I’m still cleaning up after it. 


















I’m back with another Technical Challenge from The Great British Baking Show! I had taken a year hiatus because of my pregnancy and the birth of our son, James. Motherhood has been quite an interesting and amazing journey so far. My time had been consumed by this little nugget. I honestly wouldn’t have it any other way. He is now 5 months old and able to play more independently, which grants me a little time here and there to get chores done or to start baking again! We have been so blessed with James. He is extremely easy going and has a hilarious personality. He’s just one giant goofball. Just this past week, he has mastered rolling over. Since then, He hasn’t stopped moving. Before I know it he’ll be crawling and then walking. I’m not sure I’m ready for that yet. It already feels like my little boy is growing up too quickly, and I keep picturing that sad day when he leaves home for good. Until then, He is going to be my little baking assistant. 


