Have you ever had one of those days where you ruin everything you touch in the kitchen? Have you ever cried over something as trivial as cake before? Both has happened to me this past week. They definitely weren’t my proudest moments. Just as I was feeling pretty good about my baking skills, the world reminded me that I still have a lot to learn.
As I started the Dacquoise challenge, I had also decided to bake a cake for Roydon’s work. The recipe I choose would have created a rich chocolate cake with strawberry cream cheese frosting in between layers and a beautiful drizzle of chocolate ganache gracefully dripping down the sides. I didn’t choose a particularly difficult cake to bake, and I didn’t want to resort to just using a box of cake mix.
The cake didn’t rise and ended up chewy and rubbery. Cream cheese frosting was looking really nice, until I added the pureed strawberries, then it became an overly watery mess that spilled out over the sides of the cake. The chocolate ganache, which I have made dozens of times at this point, also ended up too watery and didn’t maintain a graceful drip look. The entire cake looked as if Dorothy just splashed water on it and was screaming “I’m melting, meeeeelting!” I tried the best I could to salvage this train wreck but to no avail. It was not suitable for him to bring to work.
With the entire day’s work seemingly wasted, I had a bit of a meltdown. Maybe I should give up, I’m no good, it’s too hard. Roydon calmed me down by saying “Even professional bakers make mistakes and have bad days.” And you know, he’s right. Don’t tell him I said that… People tend to broadcast only their success and not the failures that led to their success. Every mistake is a moment to learn. I learned that I added too much cream to the chocolate in creating the ganache. That the pureed strawberries added more moisture to the cream cheese making it watery. I still haven’t quite figured out what went wrong with the cake itself…maybe it was just a bad recipe, which leads me to my lesson of only choosing recipes from a reliable source. I need to be better at doing my research. Baking is science, after all. It takes some studying.
I had a ton of leftover strawberry cream cheese goop and ganache. And so, hating to waste it, I made a quick graham cracker crust and created a sort of “ice cream cake”. Between these three fail cakes and the Dacquoise, Roydon and I now have an abundance of cakes…so if anyone is interested in helping us dispose of them….please.
This French classic of three layers of meringue with hazelnuts in the meringue mixture. If they roast them too dark, they’ll be bitter. If they chop them too finely, this releases too much oil and then the meringue will go runny.” Mary Berry (Season 2, Episode 8)
Yes. More meringue, more egg whites…Sigh. I think challenge may have trumped the Princess Cake in hatred I have for it…maybe. The first trouble I had was in blanching the hazelnuts. It took an hour and a stiff neck to ensure that all of the skins fell off the nut.

Once that was done, I could finally start on the recipe. I mixed up the meringue and gently folded in the chopped roasted hazelnuts, praying that I didn’t deflate the meringue too much. I then piped the meringue out on the prepared trays.

After about 5 minutes in the oven, I knew something was wrong…The meringues were already beginning to color. I kept rotating the trays around in the oven, but by the time the making was finished I had one meringue disc that was burn beyond repair. So, I threw that layer away and create another one. This time I used almonds since I didn’t have enough hazelnuts.

The coffee custard was straightforward like any other custard. I was thrown momentarily by the ingredient called Camp Coffee Essence. Upon research, it was either a coffee extract or instant coffee. I could not find coffee extract in the store, so I used instant coffee for the custard. Everything turned out beautifully.
The ganache I made turned out perfectly to pipe on top of the meringue layers. The only thing left to make was the pralines. This would take some quick movements since the caramel hardens very quickly. After the sugar melted in the pan, I was to pour a teaspoon of lemon juice in with the hazelnuts. As soon as I pour the lemon juice in the pan, however, the caramel began to harden instantly and I had great difficulty in separating 12 clusters of three hazelnuts before becoming forever incased in the hard caramel.

Assembly of the layers should have been pretty straightforward, however, I found that my discs of meringue were not the same size and so it made applying the custard along the sides of the cake very difficult…I was thankful that I had placed the entire thing on a cooling rack with a sheet of parchment paper under the cake to catch any droppings. It was a mess. Luckily, I was finally able to finish the dacquoise and have a fairly presentable finish.
Although I will probably never make a dacquoise again, I actually enjoyed eating it. It wasn’t overly sweet and the coffee in the custard wasn’t overwhelming. Overall, it was refreshing, but no…never again.
Hazelnut Dacquoise
From BBCfood.com
Preparation time: over 2 hours
Cooking time: 1 to 2 hours
Serves: 8-10
Ingredients
250g/9oz blanched hazelnuts
300g/10 ½ oz. caser sugar
25g/1oz cornflour
6 large egg whites
Pinch salt
For the Chocolate Ganache
150g/5 ½ oz. plain chocolate (around 35% cocoa solids), chopped
110/ml/3 ¾ fly oz. double cream
For the Coffee Custard Filling
600ml/20fl oz. full-fat milk
3 large egg yolks
125g/4 ½ oz. caster sugar
2 tbsp. Camp coffee essence
50g/1 ¾ oz. cornflour
300ml/10fl oz. whipping cream
For the Hazelnut Praline
50g/1 ¾ oz. caster sugar
36 whole blanched hazelnuts
½ tsp lemon juice
For the Decoration
100g/3 ½ oz. roasted, chopped hazelnuts
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